Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Three Years

This could get mushy, so brace yourselves.

I am publishing this the night before our anniversay because it is already Wednesday where Brandon is :)

Wednesday is Brandon and I's third anniversary! I sent him an anniversary package but it didn't arrive in time and I can't share the day with him...so why not write a mushy post about him and share it with everyone instead? Makes sense.

First I want to share a little bit of our conversation today, basically just so I can show off how sweet my fella is :)

  • Brandon Sullivan
    are you excited for tomorrow :-)
  • Alli Sullivan
    No! Why would I be excited? You aren't here.
  • Brandon Sullivan
    im still happy that we have been married for 3 years. its not a day to mope and be sad. its a day to be happy that I have someone to spend my life with that i love and miss.

Sweet huh? Swoon ;)

I wish we could be spending this day, and all of the holidays together...but duty calls. Military life is really hard, but I am so proud of Brandon for doing what he does! Like he said, I should not mope...I need to be happy that I have such an awesome man to spend my life with.

I cannot believe that we have been married for three years! In that time we have done some amazing things.We have lived in two different continents and have seen so many wonderful things. We have created this beautiful baby girl that completes our little family. I am a lucky lady that he allows me to tag along on this awesome adventure! 

We started "dating" via the internet/phone while he was in Okinawa. Next thing I know he was coming home on leave and we were getting married. I think we "dated" for 7 or 8 weeks before we got married. I know a lot of people doubted that it would last, and I don't blame them. Everything went so quickly. I dropped out of college, got married, and moved to another country. But hey, we're still goin and I know without a doubt that he is who I want to spend forever with. We have come a long way since the beginning and I truly believe that things will continue to get even better with time.

Brandon is one of the kindest people I know. He never yells and we rarely argue. Whether he wants to admit it or not, he is a soft hearted fella. He never criticizes and is always supportive. We are far from perfect, but hey I still like him and I think I will keep him around for a while ;) So, here's to 3 years and many more to come!

And now I will bombard you with photos and memories of us :)

The day after I got to Oki. We drove around the island and Brandon showed me the ocean for the first time!

Brandon had a day "free" day off for getting a high PT score. We had an argument the night before this was taken and he used his day off to take me to American Village to make up for it :)

Our vow renewal AKA my chance to wear a wedding dress :)

Eating doner for the first (and last) time in Germany.

Having some German beer at The Dubliner.

When we got married, in my parents living room, and I wore a black dress. Wth was I thinking?

Our first day in Germany! Our exploring.

Our first home! Okinawa.

Our last night out in Okinawa.

At America Fest in Okinawa on the flightline.

Vow renewal

Weekend getaway at Okuma. Camping on the beach! Doesn't get any better than that.

Our best accomplishment <3

Our very first picture together! On webcam.

At the beach :) Alli + Sully 11-21

In Trier, Germany. I was 5 weeks postpartum and still pretty stinkin fat, but Brandon looks really handsome :)



Sunday, November 4, 2012

3 MONTHS

Her inquisitive look
Audrey is 3 months old today!!

I can't believe how fast time has gone. I always heard people say how important it is to cherish the time because it goes so fast. They were not kidding. It has flown by. It has been so fun and so challenging. I wouldn't change anything about it!

Always looking at the ceiling fan
LOL the flash scares her
Audrey's third month has been full of firsts. Her daddy left for deployment, she had her first long trip with 2 airplane rides, her first time meeting all of her family, first Halloween, and first time rolling over! Wow!

Audrey rolled over 3 times on Halloween, but hasn't done it since. I guess that wore her out and she has had enough for now. Everyone tells me what a good baby she is, and she really is, but she has her moments. Night time has been pretty smooth since about 4 weeks old, but now she is getting a little crazy again. I have been bad about letting her sleep with me since Brandon left so I decided to try to get her to sleep in the crib. She does fine until about 3 am then decides she needs to sleep with me. We have dropped her night feedings though so that's nice.

Audrey is such a blessing, I can't wait for more exciting "firsts"!

-Size 2 diapers this months
-Still in 0-3 months clothes
-Eating 4 oz every 3ish hours, except at night
-I won't know her weight until 4 month appt, I bet she weighs around 11-12 lbs.

Friday, November 2, 2012

IOWA

I haven't posted in a while! Life has been a whirlwind the last few weeks. Audrey and I are back in Iowa for the duration of Brandon's deployment and it is so wonderful being home again :) So lets start where we left off last time shall we?

After Brandon left I started getting ready to head home. I had to wait on Audrey's passport and paperwork from Brandon's commander so I could fly Space A. After all the paperwork went through I was able to sign up for a flight. I was very lucky and was able to make the first flight I tried to get on! The trip home was very long and exhausting, but it could have been much worse. Audrey slept through 90% of our 8 1/2 hour flight to Baltimore. She didn't fuss once. I couldn't believe it. Once we landed I only had 1 hour to get through customs, get my bags, check in at Southwest, go through security, change Audrey, and get to the gate. It was quite the challenge. At baggage claim there was plenty of returning airmen willing to help me get my bags on the luggage cart. I tried to get them myself, but with Audrey strapped to my chest, it didn't work. When I got to the main part of the airport they had tons of people with the USO clapping and cheering saying, "Welcome home!" I felt pretty silly because I know they were there for the returning deployed airmen, but it was still pretty cool. Everyone was smiling and saying how cute Audrey was. After I got passed my little military community of people is when it got hectic. I had to run with a baby strapped to me to the complete opposite side of the airport to check in. I got charged a 50$ baggage fee for my bag being THREE pounds overweight. I tried to play the "poor me" card...husband deployed, traveled from Germany by myself...they weren't having it. Rules are rules I guess. At this point I was bawling because I was so tired and frustrated. Once I got to security I put my bag through and they had to rip it apart to inspect it, of course. Then they gave it back all jumbled, people were trying to rush past me, I was crying and probably looking like a crazy person. Traveling with such a young baby is NOT easy, but we made it and that is all the matters :) From Baltimore we flew into St Louis and my family met us there. It was SUCH a relief to see them and know that I had made it!

Keilan and Audrey on Halloween!
Since being home we have visited with lots of friends and family. I have had so much fun showing off Brandon and I's little lady.  I am so sad that Brandon can't be here to experience all the firsts, but it is nice that I can share it with my family. They are an acceptable replacement for the time being ;) It is also nice being in America! Ah! I had my first night out last week and realized I have turned into one of those people that goes out and can't talk about anything other than my baby. Ugh. It was a fun time though, love seeing people from high school! It made me feel like a normal person again ;) I struggle with feeling guilty when I leave Audrey, but that is normal...I hope.

The first week I was home I did not work out or watch what I ate at all. After the first week I got back into my workout routine and started watching my diet again. I am determined to get this weight off! I need to feel good about myself again. Being home has really helped me feel like myself again though. I haven't seen much progress yet, but I will get there!

Brandon has been gone for almost 1 month now, only 5 more to go! I am missing him so much, but it seems like he has gotten into his routine and seems to be doing well :) We email everyday and skype at least once a week. Thank goodness for Internet! I would go crazy waiting for a letter.


Trick or Treating!

Picking pumpkins

Audrey will be 3 months on Saturday! I cannot believe it! Time really does fly!